Birthday Blues (LokixReader) Pt. Three

You looked around your room that Tony had given to you, sighing and sinking onto the bed. You pulled your pillow out from your bag, going to curl up with it and yelped slightly as someone ripped it out of your grasp.
“H-hey!” you whimpered, turning and glaring at Tony.
“What is this… thing?” Tony held the pillow as far away from himself as he could, staring at it in disgust.
“M-my pillow and… well…” you stare to the side.
“And…?” he tossed it to the door.
“My only toy…” you sigh.
“You mean your current only toy.”
“No…” you shake your head. “My parents said every kid only had one toy and to take care of it…” you stared down at your hands in your lap. “I realized that was wrong when my parents sent me to high school after home schooling me all my life… but… well… I didn’t have money to buy what I wanted…”
“You had a job before coming here, right? You could have bought a better pillow.”
“Mm-mm… any money I made went to saving for college… but I didn’t get accepted so… my parents wiped out my funds…” you shake your head.
“T-that’s not right!” he gaped.
“I couldn’t do anything about it…”
“Well… j-just get some rest, okay? It’s late after all. Need anything just tell JARVIS and he’ll take care of it.” He patted your head, blinking as you jerked away. “Um…?”
“I-I’m not used to being touched without…”
“R-right, go to sleep.” He nodded, backing away and out the door.
“Tony…?” you ask as he shut the door, sighing and staring down at your hands. ‘I’ve done something wrong…”
‘Love, you’ve done nothing wrong, there is no reason to feel ashamed.” Loki spoke softly in your head.
“Stay out of my head!” you snap, putting your hands over your ears as you curled up into a ball. You didn’t hear your door open, yelping as you felt someone sit behind you and fumbled to sit up.
“Easy, Love, easy.” Loki said softly, putting a hand to your shoulder and pushing you to the headboard.
“W-what are you doing here? Thor told you to stay away from me!” you huffed, trying to push him away.
”You were upset about something, I just wanted to check on your wellbeing. There is nothing wrong with that.” He went to brush some loose (h/c) hair behind your ear and jumped as you jerked. “What has you upset?”
T-Tony got weird after he found out about my pillow being my only toy…”
“That deformed thing you brought?” he asked, sighing as you nodded. “That won’t do…” he waved his hand, a narwhal plush appearing in your lap. “I do not know if you would like a different colored plush?”
“Ah… why…?” you blink at him.
“I wish you to be happy, and it is still your day of birth.”
“I don’t understand…” you stare at the plush.
“I have been watching you for a long time… I felt… pained by your existence… I wish to help elevate your pain in any way I can.”
“I see…” you pushed the plush back at him. “ I don’t want your charity or your pity.”
“Chari-? I don’t think you understand what-!” he started before Thor burst in, grabbing him and dragging him out. “Thor you buffoon, let me go!”
“I told you to let Lady (Y/n_ rest!” Thor growled, shutting the door.
“The hell…?” you blink, going to lay down when you saw the narwhal change from grey to (f/c) on the floor, picking it up and curling up with it.